Hitting an “ordinary” life

Hitting an “ordinary” life

Wht’s good?

In my life i always look myself into the mirror and tell myself how extraordinary i am.

When i was ten, i used to get punished because i didn’t do my mathematics h/w. My teacher was so disappointed with me. Let alone my parents. only to witness how i managed to score among the highest in my class in the end of the year. the improvement made me a prodigy. not to mention i used to score my English test many times too.

When i was 15, people called me genius. I scored straight A’s in my PMR although i skipped many classes for marching band practices (which my band won second place at state level competition). Admitted to one of the best school in Malaysia for SPM, Sekolah Menengah Sains Seremban (now: SMS Tunku Munawir). well it was the best SBP around. yeah, in there i’ve learnt a lot. I continued on to score for my SPM, got the National Scholarship to study in the UK.

1 or more than 1 million Malaysians every year applied for the scholarship and i was the lucky few to get it. Studying in the UK, i was involved into sooo many student activities, got into Model UN pledging the society that i was in to make a change to the world. be the only Asian in the class and yeah i was vocal too! i see myself being this one person who excels in every test or challenges given to me.

Graduated from the best high school in Malaysia, and in the UK i was graduated from the best political school in the UK. yeah pretty much awesome. Alhamdulillah.

however, all that for what? scored in PMR to get into the best boarding school, scored SPM to get the national scholarship and study in the UK, graduated with honors in UK to get a job….

at this point of my life, i can no longer feel superior. it’s God way of saying that i have no right to feel so. all human were created equal in the end. whether you’re a top scorer, or just a mediocre student back home. in the end you’ll get into the office, do some office works, makan gaji. hadap traffic. mengamuk minyak naik/LRT penuh/KTM delay, kahwin, dapat anak, you know…the usuals.

I guess the cycle or seasons of feeling extraordinary has ended.

I used to tell myself in the mirror…..

now i am going to remind myself in the mirror.

kita dah jd mcm orang lain dah

It’s not something bad, it’s not tak bersyukur, or looking down to the society tapi….don’t you think in the end of the day, it’s the same thing?

i guess, moral of the story here is…..semua sama?

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ps: well however, there are several 20s people who do wonders with their life, congratulations and keep up the good work. use the opportunity given to be extraordinary. i’ll pray for you guys to keep going then πŸ˜€



Random thoughts

Random thoughts
Never thought that I can see the world, I used to be chained on my own fear of what the world has been, not wanting to go out. Not knowing what traveling really feels like.
One thing i discovered when it comes to traveling the world is you will appreciate your home more. I traveled across the west coast of US for the last few weeks, only to rediscover London’s beauty when i got back, London is actually my second home, imagine the time i got back to KL. scenes of feels will be smacked onto my face.
Another thing that I’ve learnt during my time looking to the world. There will be time where you don’t see any beauty of the place that you’re currently at (when traveling) in my case, Rome and Amsterdam. My advice is, don’t worry about the flaws and turn offs that you experience when the feels stroke into you, rather just go with it. Because you will discover its beauty when you leave…
Keukenhof , geographically not in Amsterdam. If only I could go back time and take more pictures of Amsterdam like i did in this tulip garden
I realized the beauty of Rome after a year I left it, I could only imagine how I could have seen Amsterdam in a different perspective after 2 years I left. This is not a regret, but a motivation for you to come back to the place that you’ve visited one more time in the future.


Rome, now I have realised how beautiful it can be
And a random Germany collage appeared. πŸ˜€



It has been a long time since I feel this way.


A genuine feeling to be in awe towards someone’s beauty and caliber. The strength of hers, the power and the intelligence that shook my ego. The wind blows bringing me the admiration towards her majestic eyes made of gold, her sweetest smile that puts me into the fantasy of dreams. Yes, it’s her….

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I am craving this soooo much 😦

the netizens’ flowchart (Malaysia)

the netizens’ flowchart (Malaysia)

hello everybody, long time no see

The term social media refers to a new wave of Internet based applications. These internet applications enable greater interaction between user and application through user generated content.

The two-way communication of alternative media is the reason why people started to move to alternative media as their source of information and news. This is because they do not just read the updates but given the opportunity to interact or comment the news update. This enhance their freedom of expression to the situation inΒ Malaysia

So there is no surprise if there is something happend people will start to comment. however, there will be several scenarios of people’s behaviour in social media. and that is how the drama of netizens began. i am here to try my best deciphering the behaviour of the netizens in Malaysia on social media. this pattern is the template behaviour that i come up with. this however, has no intention to plagiarize any existing works on people’s behaviour in social media. if it happens to have something similar with my theory, that must have been a huge coincidence and i am glad that this coincidence happen (if it happens) coz, well great minds think alike eh?

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